***&&.we.have.a.heartbreak.&&*** Jodelle

[Jodelle Da-Silva]

JODELLEALESSADA-SILVA!

The birth certificate might say Jodelle Alessa Da-Silva. but you had better call her Jo or Jodie. you might get away with calling her Jo-Jo. at least she won't put a dent in your face for that. she has travelled the world Sixteen times so much more of it. there is still so much that can be expected of this life, not living it to the fullest would suck. she rolls with the Slytherin but that really doesn't mean a thing. you can't judge a book by its cover now can you? if you wanna know anymore just ask Jodelle Alessa Da-Silva all about it.

★ You take me to the river and back. Life is nothing but a grand journey ★

attached at the hip they picked up the needle and have sewn us together. it's hard to believe that they imagined our friendship would grow into something that is so unreal.
inseparable the harder and harder that they try to pull us apart, the more and more we resist the things that they seem to want the most. they know it's something they could never end.
partner in crime lock it up and throw away the key. that's gonna be the story of our lives as the years pass us by. no matter how much time fades we will always be at each others sides, waiting for our sentence to come our way.
almost family just because you don't have the same last name and you don't live under my roof, it doesn't mean you aren't the nuts! there is no one i would rather have around, someone to brighten up my day.
best friends you know my secrets, everything i try to hide. you always see right past the mask i hide the tears and pain behind. most people just let i go when i say it's alright, but you are always there at my side, knowing better than that.
close friends somethings are better left unsaid but your closest friends always know how to get you to spill your guts. there is no way to tell how these things are easily found, that is just how things work.
good friends its your real friends that you can count on to be there for you through thick and thin. they never let you down and always have your back. boyfriends may come and go, but its your truly good friends who will always be there.
friends they say that your friends will be there for you until the very end. if that's true then i will have your back until the day that i die. friendship is like a beautiful blossom as the days go by, and once it dies...it has a chance to spread itself and start over again.
best girl/boy yeah i call the rest of them my best friends but none of them mean as much as you do. you are the one i know that i always can run to, you know you can do the same. we'll be the ones standing at the others weddings.
inner circle forget the expression from the outside looking in! you come right over whenever you want to, there is always a spot that is open for you, right at my side...if that is where you really want to be.
dorm mate the snoring might keep everyone up all night but it's always nice to know you're there. it sure does beat being in a dark and empty room, feeling like you will always be alone and no one cares where you are.
same house when we got placed, it was a miracle. i never thought that i would meet anyone like you. never did i imagine that these sort of bonds would be made. you know, the ones that are too magical to break?
outer circle you don't belong, not as one of us but that doesn't mean we can't stay the friends that we are. sometimes it can but most times it can't nothing ever really matters as long as we know where we stand.
childhood we shared milk and cookies for most of the years we were younger. some of us even played with the same dolls. ordered the servants around a bit. it was always the best of memories and now things have gone so far from the good old days.
once enemies we used to fight like cats and dogs but now fate has changed that. things have really progressed and i really don't feel like taking the same steps backwards and making time repeat itself.
acquaintances i know i have seen your face once in a while, but who really knows where? there could be so many places where i recognize you from. nice to meet you anyways.
new friends its true that you should make new friends but keep the old. i don't know about one being silver and the other being gold though. i mean i never thought to check that one out before. that might be true but it might not be at the same time.
friends with benefits who says we cant have fun with a few feelings yet maintain the steady relationship that we have always seemed to keep track of? it's healthy to have some fun after all isn't it?
friend of a friend we met on a rainy day, everyone who knew us knew each other. i would have never expected for it to go as far as us meeting each other, but i have certainly heard some things on my side.

★ There is nothing more painful to me than thinking that i've lost you ★

true love i thought it was only in the stories my parents read to me at night. now that i have you right in front of me, i know that its real and can be found in the most unexpected of places.
final i always knew there would be a tomorrow for us in the making. i just never imagined that this was where we would be lead. i'm happy as long as you know i will always love you.
married from the minute we both said 'i do' it was made permanent and the love that was there between has grown so much. that magical day is passed but i never wished for it to end.
engaged wow. this is just something totally unbelievable yet truthfully desirable. all of this happens in my dreams but now dreams have become reality.
current when they said this would happen all i could do was laugh. you used to get on my nerves so bad. look at us now. i'm glad we gave this a little bit of a chance.
possible future i can see it now but then i can't. maybe it's too far off to tell. well whatever the outcome i hope that things between us never change, that we will be as strong as ever.
past-good terms neither wanted it to end but it turned out so perfectly. sometimes the feelings make themselves known but maybe it's better that we just move on with our lives.
past-bad terms d**n i am so glad that's over with. sure it was great at first but then you started to really piss me off. our relationship is something i wouldn't mind forgetting in some freak accident.
past-indifferent i don't know. it feels a little weird right now. sometimes i want you more than anything but others i want to shy away. i't in your eyes too. the feelings are way to hard to fight anymore.
mutual crush one day, if you're good enough, i might just give in. surrendering it all is going to be a little more than hard to do, being that it's you. but i will see what i can do.
crush on you take a good look in the mirror, you know you look good. personality isn't so bad either when you think about it. maybe i'll take a test drive with it.
crush on me maybe your fairy god mother will come and grant you three wishes, you get until midnight to make your dreams come true. hey she can't do all of the work now!
in love with you the tears poured down your face, there was no way i could turn away from the pain i was causing you. god only i didn't even want to leave, not even for a second. there are some words i could never force to come out.
in love with me life really isn't fair, he sent me an angel that i didn't deserve. the warmth of your body next to mine only made sure i wasn't dreaming. but you still are much to good.
sexual tension the room was starting heat up. as the music started speeding up so did our bodies. now looking at you, looking as fine as ever, i knew i couldn't resist anymore.
lust sweet sounds, every time you move faster. there aren't any true feelings, it's all for the pleasure we can't get anywhere else. the soft sweetness as you say those three words i want to hear. tag, you're it.
fling it was just a one night thing, nothing that was actually meant to last forever. if our families ever knew they would have a fit so lets keep it our little secret.
fleeting glances it wasn't fake, it was real. no i swear i wasn't looking at you. i was paying attention to my work...that is a little more important then...wait! how would you know?
affair no one can know the truth. it would really break their hearts if they knew. we came into our relationships completely happy, this wasn't to have been expected.

★ No one ever said that life was a game you could easily play. ★

mother you always told me that i should follow my heart. that is exactly what i plan to do. what i have to say is thank you for believing in my.
father you wanted me to stay your little girl forever. i knew that wasn't something that was possible but it was good for you to hope. papa you raised me right, i will always remember every lesson.
sister when there was no one else you came running. i will never forget the comfort that came from hearing your voice. life was ending but you brought the meaning back into it again.
brother thanks for all of the times that you kept the "monsters" out of my closet. or for coming to kill the itsy bitsy spider on my wall, no matter the ridiculous hours.
other family i know i don't say it very often, but you mean the world to me. there is nothing that i wouldn't do for you, even if it means murder. family comes before all, and i will do what it takes to keep that true.
family friend i knew it was too good to be true. there was no way that my parents would leave me for a night without their usual spy brigade. impossible doesn't really explain them. you're welcome over anytime you want though.
good influence there is a difference between right wrong. it's obvious what side you chosen to take up. no wonder parents approve of you so much. but there has to be a dark side to you...everyone has one. some are just better at hiding it then others.
bad influence my mommy warned me about people like you. she said that you will just get in trouble and try to bring whoever is there down with you. yet i still find myself oddly attracted to the "adventure" that lies within the meaning.
protective over you when it comes down to it i will always take a bullet in the back for you. i know that sounds like it's too much but it's the truth, until the end. i hope that you would do the same for me if the need be.
protective over me some people take more protecting than others do. it's just a personal preference, or else they are just stupid enough to end up in dangerous situations. it's easy to see under which category you fall under.
respect it's well earned and deserved. we were all brought up in the best of ways, to know how to treat those who are seen as above us or of more experience in life. i am not some stupid child willing to dance with someone like you.
other(please specify) we don't really fall anywhere for we have a made up relationship. no one can define it, whether it be love or hate, friendship or family. only we know what it is and know how to express it. as long as we know where we stand.

★ Just the sight of that hideous thing you call a face ruins my day. ★

hardcore hate d**n it! why don't you go crawl under a rock or something? that way we won't feel so bad that your mother created an abomination!
dislike you that sounds just about right. wait, only we can't stand each other right? i don't do that whole hate thing...because hating someone only means you want them dead. wishing death on people is fun but not right.
dislike me haha you said hate! that is so funny, you're trying to hurt me. so sweet huh? no not really...people like you only make me think high of myself. so you might as well stop while you're behind.
friendly rivalry we're not nearly as bad as we can be. we don't constantly snap at each others necks. we don't really have what you would call a "friend status" but there is nothing more than respect, we just try to keep the peace and keep a smile on our face.
once friends the lies, the backstabbing, the rumors and the betrayal. nothing hurts more than trusting someone with your heart and soul then having them do something so stupid to lose it.
friend of an enemy there is no reason for this hatred to go on but it does. it's funny what the ties you have and the kinds of people you hang out with can do. even when there is no meaning for something it all depends on who you roll with.
love-hate oh snap! talk about mood swings, it's like we're a bunch of little seven year olds on a playground. one minute we say we don't like each other and the next we're back to stealing each others crayons.
jealousy ahhh! there is really such a thing as the green-eyed monster. and wow! you're the one who made him show his ugly head. put him away before someone gets hurt! no i won't help you, this is something you need to fix for yourself.
avoidance you go one way and i go the other. that way any complications can be avoided at all costs. it's not as impossible as you might think that it is. just years and years of obedience and possibly pig-headedness.
tolerance i swear if i didn't know any better your ass would be lying on the hard, cold pavement as we speak. no, my parents wouldn't appreciate that very much, not to mention it might cause them a few problems in the future. no i wanna let them rest in peace.

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[Jodelle Da-Silva]

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[size=1][b]ageinwords[/b] moons have passed by his/her eyes.
she/he is a [b]user group[/b] representing for the [b]group/year[/b], no denying that one.
She/he would be referred to as [b]one verb describing character[/b] by her/his friends and admirers.
However I will happily consider him/her as my [b]leave blank and i will fill in[/b] which is known for pretty obvious reasons.

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[b]your character[/b] screams! "What your character thinks of Jodelle"
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&&MARTINAJASMINSWEETWATER!

nineteen moons have passed by her eyes.
she is a year two representing for the divination majors, no denying that one.
She would be referred to as energetic by her friends and admirers.
However I will happily consider her as my self image which is known for pretty obvious reasons.

inner circle forget the expression from the outside looking in! you come right over whenever you want to, there is always a spot that is open for you, right at my side...if that is where you really want to be.
close friends somethings are better left unsaid but your closest friends always know how to get you to spill your guts. there is no way to tell how these things are easily found, that is just how things work.

Marty screams! "Jodelle rocks my socks"
Jodelle screams! "yep yep...sure do!"